u/Equivalent-Soup-2154

Hi all,(25 M) 1 year ago I started watching Dr K's videos and since then improved a lot internally by watching desires, meditating and paying attention to ego. However it also came with a huge challenge. Improving emotional processing has been so difficult and I am sometimes scared that I'm taking it too far or try to do too much on my own. People around me just either think it is important to drink beer and go to parties or are really sceptic, so I don't tell them. Are there people here who also hide the journey of improvement from friends and family? Because they know they will be told to stop doing it? I'm starting to see way less people and am scared of losing friends and ending up a total loner. I'm not really a gamer anymore, but really just strive for getting better. Are there people here who run into/have had the same problems?