My bf cheated on me 3 times and wouldnt let me breakup he threats me
I am still a teenager and so is he, we both are 17 . We have been together since 2 years, honestly everything was great even thought It was long distance we managed it , but I am going to be transparent I in my early relationship days didn't listen to him , talked with other guys and later I apologised , I did everything I could , he forgave me( I stopped looking at boys even ) like no contact after all . Then I found out in this Feb ( in my finals ) my partner was cheating like talking to another girl after telling her that we broke up . I was heartbroken he told me he did this cause he didn't forgave me , so I gave him another chance , I forgot everything cause he cried and he was a good bf then a few days ago I found him and some girl sexting and doing all the bad things , he told me it was a fake id and he was just taking fun thinking it was a boy. I don't know why I still forgave him
And yesterday I found out he was talking to the girl he cheated with..( I had one rule never ever talk to her or it's over ) he did the timestamps showed April 9, may7 and he wrote in that chat yes baby all the other things were deleted ( snap ) now I remember the last time I tried to broke up he said he will die and he will kill himself . He tried to do that. I loved that man so badly , like you know life revolving thing , I gave him everything he needed we were not physical but yes we talked about everything and the thing was. He was treating me like a fairy and he was talking to her .
This is what crushed me the hardest , I just want one thing him to leave me and don't manipulate and guess what he used to call me mumma(mom) cause he told me I loved him like his mom and was always there. I feel so heartbroken and trapped, the pain is too much to think and I don't know what to do , I just found it yesterday. Help me