u/Equivalent_Ad_8757

Hey! Liek the title says I (22F) am meeting my bf (26m) for the first time this weekend.

We talk basically every single day and have been for about 4 months. He says he loves me and I know I love him. We have video called and sent pictures, but honeslty I don't care how he shows up. I love him. That said I sometimes wonder if he just likes this idealized version of me. What if I show up and the bubble bursts? I have never been so open with someone before and I wonder if maybe I am uglier in person or something and he just realizes I am not this perfect person he thought he loved. Am I overthinking? Please help!