Feel like I can’t escape looking big (TW negative body talk and numbers)
I’m not sure if it’s even body dysmorphia because I look in the mirror and objectively see big and broad. I am >!>!5’5 98 lb!< <! and no one would even be able to guess I weigh that little from looking at me. I have large fleshy shoulders and love handles and a flat ass. genuinely, please be honest, is it possible for someone to be underweight but perceived as big? I know it’s common for people of my weight to seem average or unremarkable due to the prevalence of underweight in Hollywood, but I really think j look stocky and large. it is also worth noting that people have said some benign things that have nonetheless made me question others’ perception of me. one coworker guessed I was about >!ten pounds!< heavier than I am, for example.