u/Equivalent_House_417

Im not sure what to tag this as sorry its sort of a vent with support or advice wanted

My depressions getting worse, I dont see a psychologist caus the last 5 I went too weren't a good fit and the last 2 even made it about them and I didnt feel heard, i tried the online chat for lifeline or whatever too but i again didnt feel heard and was having to repeat myself.

I suffer with self harm and passive suicidal thoughts, I don't want to be alive but I dont want to die and these thoughts are constantly making me anxious too.

I'm not sure what im supposed to do, do I try more psychs? Is there other options?