I can’t stop thinking about her
It’s been 3 months since my situationship ended. It was a 5 month hot and cold (mainly hot) relationship. At the time I wasn’t looking for anything unless it felt special, and she was a few months out of a relationship so it worked at the time.
Fast forward and we ended things. It was clear I was developing feelings and she’s avoidant in nature so I think she had some more healing to do from her past relationship, and her own feelings scared her. Maybe I’m wrong, but she did seem like she genuinely liked me until the end.
She unfollowed me on instagram after a month, which hurt me since the thought of losing her as a friend was much worse than the relationship to me. I think about her a lot, most days to be honest. I really want to reach out but I want to be respectful. I’ve seen her out a few times, which hasn’t helped getting over her but each time we either have a convo or just say hi and walk past.
I know that a lot of this is the thought of “what if”, but I can’t seem to shake it.
I really want to know how much longer I’ll feel like this. I’m not sure weither I try to get over her or try to call her.