I cant take it anymore i really need some help
So I 20F just broke up with my boyfriend for the 3rd time , yeah its crazy like that . He had some dumb reasons and then right after that the next day he followed the girl he told me not to worry about. Also last night he told me he will go out with the a friend who works with that girl and i didn’t realise that he had unadded me on snap and thats when je asked me to break up . And now the next day he is all cold and shit and i just blocked him everywhere. Im genuinely tired im really scared i can do something bad to myself i cant tell my family because they were against our relationship and they wanted us to break up but we didn’t break up ( clearly a big mistake) i really dont know what to do at this point im getting worse and worse i dont know what to rn im home but at 5 i need to go to the city im attending university and its the same city that he lives in . I really need to talk to someone i dont know what to do can anyone hit me up please i could really use some help.