My bf (M21) loves me (F25) so much but I have a hard time showing my love back. I am the problem?
It's almost been 3 months now that I am (F25) going out with my boyfriend (M21). It's our first real relationship but sometimes I feel like I'm gonna ruin everything with how slow I am.
I never loved anyone before, so much I started to think I was unable too. But with him, I don't know but I feel something, that make me happy and make mr smile when I am with him.
But we still haven't kissed. He is the best man in the world, not pressing me but sometimes I feel guilty because if he was with someone 'normal' they would be more physical already.
I don't understand myself, when he is near, I am almost always horny. I sometimes feel like I could go further then a kiss but kissing on the mouth make me freeze. I think I have a problem with my face.
When I ask my friends and family they say that it should come normally and say to not make him wait too long.
So I am a bit lost with my own self. I am sure I love him and this relationship will work but also I am scared he will not be able to continue with all my personal problems.
I know our relationship is not typical but he seems fine with it, I really hope he is not lying just to not make me feel bad.
He is really obsessed with me and I would love to give him as much as he gave me.
What can I do ? Am I the problem?