u/Ethereal_ex1stance

i just really want someone to care about me. I can't do this anymore. I am literally crying gor help i am telling everyone that i am not ok and they just don't seem to care and i probably bother them too, my bf doesn't like it when i am sad i ruin his whole mood and i understand that he wants to be happy with his gf because he is sad already with his own stuff but i just can't help it. I try to hide it only from him but it feels like i have a burden in my heart i don't know what to do. i wish i could kill myself but i have my cats and i don't know what will happen if i died. i have none one to take care of them. i have no one in general as it seems. I just need someone that will make me feel that its worth waking up every morning.