u/Even-Value8075

gothic lolita yay

casual

I think about sex constantly. All the jokes i make are sex jokes. I even just think about it casually like analytically. I'm h*rny all the time, even when im not ovulating. I'm miserable. My brain is taken over by it and i cant control the thoughts. i sometimes get gross thoughts too, like OCD intrusive thoughts and sometimes they're sexual. How do i cope? I wish i was a kid again so my brain could be normal and innocent again

i havent had this problem for very long. I was on meds from 12 to 16 that supressed all of that as a side effect, alot of ssris do that. once i stopped, i realized i wasnt asexual and it was the meds. but it got worse around 17, i went from being a normal amount for my age to extreme and its awful