u/Excellent_Doughnut77

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Will the cps finally leave me alone?

This is a rant/question ! Uhm the Swiss cps was onto me since I was really young(8yo) starting with me telling my teachers that my parents can’t afford a table to eat at and that we have to eat on like those little tables that are the same height as chair seats idrk how to describe it but I hope someone gets what I mean! They bought a new table so I was grateful ab that but then 2 years later there was the corona virus and after the quarantine I stopped going to school and they put me into therapy, threatened me with sending me to the ward, literally requested for me to get put in a closed group home at 10-11yo but thank god they only exist for people 12+ and then in 2023 I got put into a psych ward involuntarily for school absence, latent suicidality and social anxiety nothing really happened there n they said that my problems weren’t as bad as the cps made it seem and let me out after the normal 4months but made me go to a boarding school which I skipped or ran away from almost all the time till they ultimately kicked me out, after that we went to turkey n my parents put me into a private school my dad stayed in Switzerland while me n my mom went to turkey to live with her mom and I couldn’t get my life in check there ultimately because of myself but my grandmother would also threaten to kill herself alot whenever something happened doesn’t matter how little and my mom would take her madness out on me (she’s also a gambling addict btw but she didn’t go in turkey so maybe that also has smth to do w it) and my school was fully in Turkish and I cannot speak Turkish.. so I again stopped going and everyone in the family was on my ass about it my brother came from Switzerland just so he can discipline me?(hes a NEET btw 26yo) with that I mean he beat me up so I went at the time he was there and then stopped and we went back to Switzerland and then they sent me to a closed ward/group home(we call it massnahmenvollzug here ) for a year and I ran away every single opportunity even if they didn’t give me my phone if there was a door slightly open that could lead to the front door id always take my chances so they again gave up n kicked me out till then I always believed when I could just live at home and go to school I could do it and the cps will leave me alone, I live at home and go to a job coaching school thing near the city 2 days a week to get my diploma in the summer and I need to know if they’ll leave me alone after I get my diploma or will they still stay till im 18? (im 15 rn) and my case workers pregnant so they’re gonna get someone else in her place in a month ? sorry if it’s a dumb question!!

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u/Excellent_Doughnut77 — 2 days ago