SUGGESTIONS REGARDING STRAY
My rank is 1999x obc ,im a girl from bihar
This was my 4th attempt
I have always wanted to take a clg in a good city out of bihar but due to this yr's inflation i missed the clg I wanted in mcc r3 by 700 ranks
In my state the option is bmims pawapuri cuz they hv livable hostels. But idk i feel like I will get severely depressd if i go there ,my mental state is fucked
Should i go for stray?but im scared that where will i get thrown to in any state of india☹️
And since it has been many attempts my parents aren't advising me to go for stray but after toiling for 3-4 yrs for neet prep i don't have the energy to adjust in a below avg college too for next 6 yrs of my life. im getting suicidal thoughts 😭
And my counselor is forcing me to stay near my parents since im a girl
Idk what to do pls help