Help with taking a drug test
So I 26F am not typically bladder shy but when giving any type of urine sample I immediately freeze up and cannot for the life of me do it. It will literally take me forever and I could be bursting but I still can not go. For example I had a kidney stone back in March and they thought it might have been causing a blockage because I was not going but it really the fact that they just needed a urine sample. I also think a past incident made it worse when I had my first drug test at the age of 21 they had male standing in the stall and it kinda scarred me. It’s been this way for years and when my last job told me I didn’t need a drug test I was so relieved not because I do drugs but because I didn’t have to pee in a cup. However I am starting a graduate program that requires yearly drug test and the thought of going to Quest and being timed to take a drug test is giving me serious anxiety. I tried asking my primary and psychiatrist to write and accommodation letter but they wouldn’t do that. My psychiatrist offered to give me a benzo before the test but I don’t want that to show up on my test. Any tips would be seriously appreciated thank you!!