Hi everyone! Just wanted to share my journey over a couple of months:
So, I had an amazing job, everything around me was super great. Amazing boyfriend. But suddenly I lost it all. My job as well as my boyfriend all in a day because of my excessive alcoholism. I have been drinking since college days - I started excessively 3 years back. There hasn’t been a day I haven’t drank post and pre office. Any parties whatever it was.
I tried committing suicide after I lost both the things at once, my friends and family realised I need rehab. Like it’s high time. My mom always yelled at me whenever it was excessive that the next stop for me is rehab! And this time she really did it. I yelled and screamed at the centre they actually sedated me for 5 days and then I was started with my group therapies. I didn’t have access to my phone or I could make anyone my friend (people having different problems). Then slowly and steadily I started working with my therapists and talking to other folks, meditating and sharing in a group. The girl who couldn’t read 5 pages of a group have read 3 books in 5 days, my favourite genre became self help.
I am out of the “mind care” centre (I hate calling it rehab). I am doing a 1000 times better than I was.
I needed this. I deserved it. I still don’t have a job and the boyfriend anymore & I have no idea what’s ahead of me.
But all I know is - “I am more than what I appear to be, all the world’s power and strength rests inside of me!”
There is a lot of other dramas that took place in between. Feel free to ask if anyone has any questions.
Thanks for reading.