u/Expensive-Ask9017

Hii peeps,

I have completed German A1 last year from Goethe Institute online. It was their superintensive course with 4 hours every weekday and I completed the level in 1.5 months.

Now I am looking for an A2 course which I can complete by June end

So that I can enroll for the B1 course starting in goethe on July 1st.

There are no A2 courses from Goethe until July and I feel like it would be a waste of time to sit idle waiting for the Goethe course to start in July for A2

Are there any good online institutes at par with Goethe where I can complete A2 by the end of June?

TIA.

PS : I couldn't enroll for A2 earlier as I was working full time..and just got off my notice period

I had my last working day in the first week of May this year.

I checked the alumni portal and I couldn't find my Experience Letter under the release letter portal.

I have received the Full and Final Settlement under the FFS section. Help what do I do????

I 23F am in a lot of distress lately because of the way my mom treats me. I come from a regressive muslim family and I have done everything to come out of it. Completed my education, got a job, moved out for a year to stay close to my workplace which helped me a lot with getting space. This lasted only up until this month when I shifted back home to prepare for masters.

Now my family has never had bad intentions but their actions have always induced a lot of trauma in me. Whenever they have to get their frustration out I am their punching bag. My dad isn't very involved he's mostly quiet. But my mom keeps on hurling vile comments and complaints the entire day. When she's done with it she masks it by blaming it on the pent up trauma over the years and saying she never intended to. Every day ends in me hearing baseless taunts and complaints every day.

All of this is getting to my head. Earlier I used to suppress my emotions and idk what good it did. But now I have started reacting. I tear up and give out loud reactions like her. Every time she blames me for something I try to explain my side of the story despite knowing it means nothing to her. She doesn't give a shit about me. She says she cares and I guess deep down she might. But all her words and actions everyday say otherwise.

In all of this I had one way to still feel like I had the upper hand. I suppressed my emotions and never reacted. But now I'm breaking down and it makes matters worse. Every reaction of mine triggers an even louder reaction from her. If I cry, she will cry louder... If I speak something she will raise her voice. If I raise my voice in the heat of the argument even once she starts acting crazy... Start saying things like there's no point of her up bringing me all of these years.

How do I be less reactive?

I am going to go to therapy this coming Monday but this is getting to my head.