I fucked up...
So, I told one of my friends that I REALLY liked him, we've been friends for a while, and I wanted to tell him before he moved away, but... I took someone's advice and lost a friend and my only reason to still live... What do I do with my pain? I probably should just give up dating for good, but I have been hated by everyone but him for years, and he was the one who I woke up for each day. Without him, I just want to fuck off and die!
What should I do to cope with it for now