The first crush of school life
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lets start so it's my first day of class 11 and it's corona time so the class were not frequent that time
from past 1-10 class I didn't know the meaning of crush
and when I saw her for the first time that the first i knew meaning of crush she was a transferred student at our school and sitting at first bench that's the first time i my heart raise heart beat for talking to a girl
so I think how could i talk to her because she is in different section I was in commerce and she is in arts
they came only 2 periods for Hindi and economics
then for few days i am thinking about her at school and homeand she is not coming to school for a week then my friend on her class tell me that she have an health issue of throat and she is ill she can't even talk properly she is recovered one day at night we have a hindi combined group where all students are there so i take her no. from that group and talked to her about hindi assignment
firstly she say to me about how I get her no. and tell her that iIgot from the grp then i ask her why she is not coming she tell me all the story about her health i wish her for speed recovery and also post status for her speed recovery im mature things at that time 🥲 that the first time we talked and that night I got some call about how you talked to her and the boys they also have crush on her soo we talked normally and matter solved then few days later she came to school and then one day she said to me on Wp that why I am asking for her health and post for her health what relation we have I said friends then one day I post i for letter m and she came to school asking me is it for me and then i said no she said she thinks it for her and we talked and she blocked me I was thinking like what I was blocked I tried everything watching her daily at school but not talking her and at the school there was a matter about 2/3 boys also doing to impress her they are doing cringe things then one day i messaged her is texted message luckily not blocked there I message that if I said that the post of m is for you you will explode me from bomb she saw that message and reliped that if you said to me that is for her she will not angry and then I was happy and said her to unblock
and she un blocked me and then give me a screenshot where a boy is cutting his veins for her but only for sympathy she said we laughed and became good friends
that year we talked every moment of school
but i can't express her my feelings or I can't talk her face to face my heart always raised up we passed class 11 and came 12 i am busy in playing games because it's on 1.5 months breaks are there she always posts some status at wp and the feeling for her is now at peak at last the friend whom i trust talk and make relationship with her and all the class always talks about there relationship my heart crushed and her friend only in front me they talked about their relationthe class 11 finished class 12 my summer vacation is going on I am addicted to mobile gaming that time she posted a story of a dance step that was very normal and liked it so much as feeling for her so i downloaded it and post a status on wp and started playing games at night 11 or 12 am and she saw the post
then the plot of story her father saw the post and called me at 1 am and said that he will complain to police that i posted story without her permission I am to scared
I think that the un mature things any one can in life and get lessons she said to that when the summer vacation will end she will slap me in the classroom and at that time the summer vacation started his dad say to me for a status of sorry sis and I have to post that I have no option
so I did my friends are supporting me so the summer vacation is gone with fear of her that what will she do
but nothing happened she and her boyfriend sits to gether and having fun she didn't talked to me as a friend in a only for once and they enjoyed their school life but mine was horrying i can't forget her she see me as a criminal all the time but i only want that where she love or with whome she should be happy and we ended our school life the end in the story I want to be the hero but ended as a villian 😂
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