I already broke off our engagement, now I feel stuck
I feel numb. I was crushed when I found this second round of p in February. He proposed to me in November ‘25 and I said yes because things were going so great. He’s my best friend but I can’t trust him anymore. I’m having such a hard time with this because if he hadn’t crossed this boundary, I would be with him til death. I can’t go hang out with friends without wondering if he’s using that time to search up solo women.
It’s so hard because he’s been doing so good for himself, going to therapy, finally getting his health concerns checked out and treated. And I’m here thinking about breaking up because I feel like I’m losing myself and I don’t love myself the way I should. But how can I do this to him?
I don’t think I can do it anymore. I think we need to break up fully. I need advice on this please anyone who has had a conversation about breaking up with their partner chime in! Especially if you can relate to the best friend part :/