Literally exhausted
F(17) so, I honestly need someone to talk to about this. I never had a dad or a father figure in my life, my mom raised me but she never understood that I needed a father figure in my life, even when I was little my dad tried reconnecting with her and me but she didn't let him. Now that I grew I formed daddy issues. I talk to older guys and see them, not that im proud of it I just feel safer with them and like a little girl which lead to having sex with a guy almost 20 years older then me. I regret it ever since it happened. And honestly any time I get in contact with guys I feel like I need to prove myself or something. It's hard to explain what I feel, I just want a dad but at the same time I want a daddy. I hope someone understands and has something to say either if it's an advice or just a comment.