Spiritual awakening plateau
The first couple weeks of my awakening were lightening fast, with downloads and manifestations galore. Tons of information seeking, vivid dream, signs everywhere.
Then my dreams got "shut off." I believe i relieved a message with the shut off but I couldn't quite catch it. "(I, cooperation, exit?)" I assumed I was getting a little too loose goosey with astral projecting and moved on.
Not long after that I had a pretty crazy mediation that I dont remember much of. And thats how my whole spiritual awakening has been since.
I recently felt a surge of spirituality again with the passing of a family member, but it has dulled again. Every mediation and every dream feels relatively blank, as does my space between awake and asleep (that's where I get my best info).
Can someone point me in a direction? Should I start digging into my past life more? Should I try a hypnotist? I feel like im to gain more knowledge before answers, but dont know where to look anymore.
Edit: I guess im mostly looking for insight as to what may have happened to sort of dull my insights, and some other practices thats might help bring things back into focus for me.