So f*cking tired…
I’m tired of the fucking jokes. Tired of the people who say they’re cool with it but ghost instantly or slowly pull away from you. I’m tired of fucking doctors trying to belittle or simply put the virus as “Little skin condition”. No wonder HSV spreads like wildfires when even doctors laugh in your face about getting tested.
People on dating apps will say you’re still worth loving yet not by them. I’m so tired of being treated like I’m a hazard simply because ONE FUCKING BASTAD decided it wasn’t worth disclosing. I can’t do this man. I was already having tough time dating cause I’m so damn shy and scared to trust. However it’s been amplified times a hundred. Most days my hsv doesn’t bother but today after another rejection. The isolation is relentless and my tears won’t stop