Devastated
i lost my baby Simon 3 days ago, he was only 2 years old but I felt like I had him my whole life. he was my soul cat. he was my whole world. I went downstairs the other morning and found him dead on the floor. he was still warm, his eyes were glazed over. I knew he was gone but picked him up ran out with no shoes and drove 90mph to the vet down the street. he was gone. they speculate he had a seizure or heart attack but I got no real answers, I left without him. I’ve been in the worst most overwhelming pain I have ever experienced in my life. I just want to die. i feel like im never going to be happy again and that I might die from heartbreak. I’ve been crying so much my face is swollen and raw. i feel like life isn’t worth living anymore and if he can’t enjoy life why should I