u/ExplanationSea9100

I have a strong feeling i was molested as a child but i can’t remember everything. I only get small flashes of memories in nightmares or when i am alone and anxious. i have been hyper-sexual since i was very very young and started having very dark, twisted sexual fantasies around the age of seven or eight that i couldn’t explain or tell anyone about. i have no idea who it was or if my mind is just playing tricks on me because i only see hands or a blank face. i have always been extremely anxious and wary of men even from a very young age, except my dad.

I don’t know if i am even valid or not or if i am being crazy. Does anyone know any good therapy or individual methods i could use to unlock more memories and figure this out?