I'm so hurt by RJ and i need some perspectives
M (24) in situationship with F(27) we are sharing bed with each other for past 10 months and it's never been this long in relationship for anyone of us. But the fact is i am very aggressive in nature and sometimes don't know about the words coming out from my mouth.
I got to know that the person i love had a lot of sex in past..! know it's okay but some parts of me still feel extremely insecure and jealous,i may not show to her but I don't know why i feel like i am loop.the thing is eating me from inside.
I just got to know they were engaged in sexual activities for about 6 months and he used to come at her house regularly.after they broke up he just vanished and she chased him and again they had sex few times.is this thing normal ??
I know it's very insecure things to say but i think the problem lies within me and I want to overcome this.
I don't want to break up but can't escape this negativity.i just don't know if this is negativity or just my gut feeling that this person isn't right.
Kindly share your thoughts.