u/Express-Situation-59

my bestfriend betrayed me in the worst way possible and now everytime I think of it it feels like a hammer slamming my chest . One of my siblings too betrayed me so bad but I kept talking and joking with them bc they was having a hard even when I had the right to not talk with them ever again I decided to be there. But now iam in a point that I can't do anything and I don't want to be in touch with humans agian

Iam felling unworthy.