I’m so sick of my job
Me (f)37 has been working remotely for insurance companies for years now. It has negatively affected me in so many way I don’t even know where to start, I gained weight, I don’t leave my house like ever, my anxiety and depression is out of control and I just cry. I can’t quit bc my family needs me and the money I bring in. I can’t find a job that pays what this job does and even what they pay me isn’t enough. I don’t know my purpose for writing this but I just needed to vent. Call after abusive call, same loop same thing every day. People screaming at me because I won’t lower their premium, bc I actually CANT. I understand people get frustrated, I’m not exempt to my premiums raising because I work for an insurance company so I’m in the same damn boat. And these companies could give a shit less, every time your over a min literally 60 seconds of acw your getting a message as to why. I just can’t take it anymore and idk what to do, just be been applying to other jobs for months and nothing. These call center jobs have taken my peace, my mental stability and who I was before I started working for call centers. I can’t quit until I have something else in place because that would be incredibly irresponsible being that I have bills and children to feed. I’m just at my lowest here. I can’t cope. I’m literally losing it.