I want a toxic romance
English is not my first language, sorry for any mistakes.
Hello everyone, please, just read what I want do say, I’m desperate.
I’m a teenager (F,16) and I like girls, one year ago, I met Clary (fictional name, F,17) and we became friends. It was all fine, but one day I was at her house playing video games when the lost the round, she started to scream completely crazy, super angry and scared me, then, she apologized, but every time she lost, get annoyed or something she doesn’t like, she explodes in screams and violence.
But in a party 3 months ago, we were in the pool and we kiss and fall in love. We started to dating, she’s very intense and she’s always saying that loves me and do everything thing for me, but she’s very aggressive, she slap me, scream, control my cellphone…
Even with all of this, I’m completely in love with her, I can’t stop thinking about her. I love how she keeps making her own life just me, doing anything I want.. I know it’s wrong, but I can’t let her go.