Feeling lonely in public
I'm 17 and usually loneliness for me last throughout the day ..from being alone in my house to being around people outside..
And during these courses I feel different levels of loneliness.
At home it's kinda okish and a bit numb untill and unless I don't log in on social media..I get myself busy with study and music ..so it dosent bother me much
And because I'm more of an outdoor person..I feel quite lonely when I'm surrounded by people...everyone has their own pal , family or a friend...which is something I crave for.
How can I cope up with this ? , how do I supress this feeling ..cause sometimes it goes out of hand ...and my eyes began to swell with tears outside?..
( I can't get any pet due to some reasons :( ...)
It's really uncommon for me to find a person alone like me ....whom I can start a conversation with...and If I do start it with a person..they see me as their last option, all of them I've met with atleast has one close friend.