Fiancee left after 6 months of being engaged.
Ok, heres what happened. My fiancee cheated on me about 2 months ago and I forgave her for a multitude of genuine reasons, but about one week ago she left because she had stopped feeling love and said she only felt guilt; she blocked me on everything, stopped all contact, and found a new man which happens to be her ex from 4 years ago. I'm posting this because I need advice on how to actually get over this. Also, I have BPD, OCD, and I got extremely obsessed with her. I still love her more than anything and I'll be honest... I still write in my journals for her.
I'll take any genuine or funny advice, please be respectful to both her and I, her choice to leave was valid because she hurt the both of us a lot and she didn't know how to actually handle most of her issues. (Yes, I delusionally think that maybe she'll come back eventually after she works on herself.)
Thank you all!