I think I’m gonna stop my meds.
So I wrote this long as thing before and forgot to press post and swiped reddit away so, yeah uh….massive story short.
Got diagnosed with severe depression and extremely severe anxiety and stress from a “DASS” test if ykyk. Plus sm trauma not gonna go into detail but for too long and it was frigged up man. But ptsd or potentially cptsd but I’ve gone to councillors before and seen other people but yeah. Anyways……
Got put on fluoxetine and stopped taking that bc it was messing with my appetite, sleep, thoughts and overall everything and yes ik it gets worse before it got better but it never got better.
Now I’m on Venlafaxine and was on the lowest dose of 37.5mg and was on that for a while…. (I’m 99%sure it was that) and then now I’m on 75mg and have been for a while I’ve just finished first script of 4weeks but have more scripts for 4weeks x5 but like idkkkkkk my whole body is so sore all the time, I have no motivation, thoughts sometimes bad on it, brain zaps but OH YEAH! I kinda can’t get any more of them until Thursday when I get paid it’s currently Tuesday night 8:32pm as I write this. But that’s why I’m lowkey thinking of stopping bc venlafaxine is idek, it’s cooked like lowkey feel like I was better on no meds and just self medicating with devils lettuce (also been on devils lettuce idk if I can write the actual words on here but was on n off since 14 then straight everyday from 18 and now I’m like 21 and a half roughly so yeah but idk dude, leave a comment if you want, if not all good hope you enjoyed reading it (if you did)