4.8k into almost nothing.
Hey guys, so for a certain point in time I was recovering a bit, saving my paychecks and just trying to relax, but then I finally hit over 1000 and deposited $250 to start. I got lucky and hit off the 250 and kept hitting from there. Eventually I got close to 5K, and the last two days basically just rinsed it, trying to make more. I could admit it was a stupid idea, but I really needed a car and just wanted the extra funds to get something a little bit more reliable. But I ended up losing 3.5 K. I didn’t lose it all, but I’m basically where I started before I gambled I’m sick to my stomach, disappointed in myself, and just ashamed of everything I become I don’t know what to do anymore. degenerate? Just a complete spiral of nothing that’s at this point does it even get better for me or am I going to just be a degenerate?