u/Extreme-Yak6859

I feel like such a self centered jerk for what I’m feeling right now. I’m trying to get better and I have improved, but I’m still really struggling to handle it when I get upset over something but voicing it would be wrong.

I feel so embarrassed I don’t want to go into details here about what I’m upset about now. I know it’s not about me. I am screaming at myself internally that it’s not. Fucking. About. Me.

But my brain keeps screaming that the thing that made me upset happened because someone close to me actually hates me and doesn’t trust me with anything and will never think of me as a priority.