
Meeting the MET/ACO-DMT gods
Let me start off with saying I’d probably never do this again… maybe I’m not sure. *edit 4 days after trip and looking back at it it was the best psychadelic trip I’ve ever had and would do something similar but with a little better planning involved* It was insane.
This could end up being a long one but I’ll try to keep it based around the important parts
Set and setting.
My room and backyard.
Lots of pre meditation. A strong want for a good trip as my past few psychedelic experiences have been really good but not that mind bending experience I had been looking for.
Total ingested throughout the night.
51mg of 4-ho-met (2 Xum transcend 3 regular tabs.)
Roughly 30 mg of 4-aco-dmt (raw powder dissolved (kinda) into a small glass of water)
10:15 pm ingested one xum transcend. This was my original plan for the night and I was just going to try and meditate to dive deeper.
Listening to some really deep psychedelic music with my eyes closed.
10:45pm first effects are starting to arise. I typically get the same color gradient (give or take a few shades) when I trip on metocin. But this time it was completely new. Everything was bright pink and blueish green.
It was so cool but it honestly had me worried for some reason.
11:15 feeling really good. The psychadelic music became a little too overwhelming so I switched over to some house music and edm and am having a blast. Visually the trip has felt different than most of my other metocin trips.
The colors were very vibrant but I wasn’t getting a whole lot of the shifting mind bending visuals I wanted (which I do typically get around this dose with the right music)But I’m dancing and having fun :)
12:00 pm. It was this point I wasn’t disappointed. But I had a goal for this trip and it wasn’t reached. I wanted to dig deep.
I knew I had dosed 2 hours ago and that my tolerance had already been activated (so I thought)
Had never tried redosing any psychedelic before because everyone always said it doesn’t work or just prolongs the trip.
So I decided that I’d double down.
One more xum transcend 3 regular tabs (for good measure lol)
12:30 om Measured *ROUGHLY* 30 mg of 4-aco-dmt I have been holding onto in a dark space. Dumped it in a small glass of water and sent it all down the hatch at once.
1:45 am “how much did I just take??” “Why can’t I remember…?” “I hope I didn’t take too much…” spiraling at this point.
“Music I need music. That’ll fix this”
At this point time is gone. It makes no sense to me. Nothing makes any sense to me.
I’ve broken through on DMT one time before. I’ve done too much acid before.
This felt like a mix of both visually and mentally.
I was jamming to music really hard. Sweating like I was on molly. Absolutely lost in this absolutely INSANELY intricate visual field that would shift from vibrating dmt like entities and fade back into the normal word with a very acid esque vibe.
Everything was bright neon pink and green flashing and moving melting and bending.
I was having the time of my life. Watching trippy music videos.
AND THEN THIS SONG CAME ON
Apricots-bicep
https://youtu.be/Govg_XmORLE?si=yIFRKcT4YO2XZysR
First if you haven’t heard the song before. Put some headphones in and jam. If you haven’t watched the video while tripping before HOLY SHIT LMAO do your self a favor and do so next time.
First time I listened I bopped so hard in tune with the girl in the video.
Second time same thing.
Third time. I cried so hard.
4th I laughed.
5th I cried again.
6th I got worried my neighbors would hear me blasting my music and dancing.
7th I put my fist in the air and said as loud as I could “WHY THE FUCK AM I NOT ALLOWED TO DANCE SING AND TRIP BALLS WHENEVER I WANT”
And then it hit me like a train. Song playing on repeat . Video absolutely making me see the most insane shit I’ve ever seen in my life.
Shifting in and out of that Intricate dmt esque visuals
By the end of it I had texted my buddy who was my emergency trip sitter from afar. And said “brother. I feel everything. I feel great happiness for everyone and every thing and a great pain for everyone and everything. Why must the system be set up the way it is..”
He didn’t answer. He fell asleep 🥲🥲 so I told my self I’m on my own. And had to deal with all the harsh facts of the reality we live in.
It was the perfect duality of man.
Every part beautiful and stunning as it was terrifying and disgusting.
Here’s to hoping the world starts to heal
Bring back plant medicine… we need it more now than ever.
Much love y’all. Safe tripping
PLUR ❤️☮️☯️🤝