u/EyehategodFan

Have been for a while but only recently have I just felt a major decline in my mental health. I have insomnia so its hard to sleep as is which has 100% effected my vision which ive been noided about.

Woke up this morning an hour after finally falling asleep at 6am with just the most insane thoughts, like sleep paralysis with full movement, weird visuals all around. No auditory, im not worried about schizophrenia but fuck bro it was terrifying

Life is kind of shit rn, I have welding school in fall but wanna get some extra benefits and learn all the cool shit, I just dont want to sit in an office or an armory all day like most of the marines I know did. If I were to join, what MOS would keep me active? I dont mind wearing gear all day or being outside. Just tired of this warehouse job and im not sure what im going to do after welding school.