u/Ezio5000300

Everytime I see a family where the parents are together I can't help feeling jealous. It feels like I was robbed of that. That I was robbed of that future I had envisioned. Does this feeling ever fade?

Also is it normal to have a fear that you might move on and then one day cheat with your ex on the person you are with at the time? Something like that is completely out of character for me, but that thought crosses my mind every once in a while and it really scares me.