u/Ezio_Ascension317

I’m a 33(M) African American out of Indianapolis Indiana that’s has been in a problematic marriage (due to me) for 5 years and my wife finally decided to call it quits on Friday and I’m honestly not surprised but I’ve dabbled with the thought to suicide since then. Currently, I’m already going through a custody battle with my son‘s mother for full physical and legal custody on top of having some very serious financial issues to the point of where my house may be foreclosed on not to mention a stressful job on top of it all and now I get told that the one person I love most in this world. My best friend wants to call it quits because I expressed myself and said that sometimes I feel like I’m not the man that she deserves, but ultimately the man that she got stuck with of course there are other things that led up to this cheating “emotionally not physically “financial struggle and the occasional argument that blows up to become way out of proportion then with me and my mental struggles on top of it all. Haven’t been able to afford therapy so I haven’t been in a while, and I thought that I was in a safe space to express myself in my feelings, but that ultimately just put the final note in the coffin on my marriage and now I’m face with the reality of losing everything and I don’t know how to cope I honestly feel like life will be better without me being present, especially in this current time.