u/FIPRES1299

Matagal na ko may mga apps for porn pero kadalasan jakol lang tsaka nood. Pero tonight I discovered by accident na isa sa mga group na sinalihan ko meron palang video call. Pag pasok ko tangina, kahit alas dose na may mga lalakeng jakol na jakol pa din. Nakikita ko lang to sa mga bidyo bidyo dati eh. Kaya ayun triny ko buksan cam ko. Mas nakakalibog pala pag may mga kasama. Natuturn on din ako tuwing sinasabihan ako ng masarap tsaka may nagmumura pa. Usually post nut clarity hits me like a truck and regret a lot of things pero I don’t regret this at all. Coming from someone na lumaking wala masyado kaibigan tsaka insecure, it weirdly brightened up my day. Yung parang di lang siya tungkol sa libog, pati na rin siguro yung nakikita na talaga ako. Tsaka ang sasarap din nila. Sana wla nga lang mag post ng video baka matrace pa yung kwarto ko haha.

As someone who has never been into one, curious lang ako how you guys’ first relationship was. I hear a lot of meet cute stories or classroom crushes from straight people—but how about for us gays? Personally, closest to a relationship I’ve had was a very long online situationship

I’ve been talking to this guy whom I met online for a while now. Never pa ko nagkacrush or na in love kaya he’s my “first”. Usually malibog talaga kami, magsesendan ng pics, magcacall, pero never natutuloy yung sex kasi nahihiya ako sa appearance ko and im a virgin pa kasi. Ngayon he revealed na he’s been hooking up with other guys from his school. Parang nasaktan lang ako dun even tho di naman kami. Nainis ako nung nalaman ko na while we were talking, while we were exchanging pics, he’s also been hooking up with other guys. Eto nagtataka ako ngayon kung libog lang talaga hanap niya sakin, kasi I’m seriously looking for an actual relationship. Natatakot din ako na baka pag nagsex na kami, kakalimutin niya na ko