Shitty Person Rant - I need help
(There is swearing. Sorry. I’m upset and I am swearing into the internet, kind of like screaming into a pillow)..
So I’m at my lowest right now. Got laid off recently, having family issues, and many other stressful events are going on in my life.
I’ve been talking through my feelings about being wrongfully laid off with someone I THOUGHT I was friends with. I (former work friend).
Basically during our conversation she tells me I’m too negative for her life right now and she thinks I should see a therapist. What the F?
First of all… this shit is recent. It’s been one month. I haven’t been able to find a job. I have a family I am desperately trying to provide for. I’m upset. I’m allowed to be upset. It’s like a breakup. I’m with in the angry pocket/window. She’s been this negative venting to me before about a boy for more than a fucking month.
Secondly, bitch you have no kids. You still have a damn job. You have no marriage to hold together. STFU crawl out of your ass and don’t talk to people like that.
THIRDLY - suggesting someone who is recently let go to go see a therapist is fucking stupid. Therapy doesn’t get priority when you are needing to put food on the table for your kids.
During our convo she was all supportive of me and chatting it out and now She all of a sudden flips the switch out of NO WHERE? What? (Note - a I am on the spectrum so social cues don’t exist in my life naturally)
I dont know what to do. My inner self wants to go off on her. Telling her what she wrote was deeply hurtful during a very hard time in my life, the extent of which she only knows the fucking tip of. That “telling someone to get therapy” is extremely rude and she should not say that shit. That I don’t want to have her in my life at all because she really showed the shallow selfish depths and immaturity.
But I also just want to ghost her.
If I ghost her; I will be thinking about this forever. Ruminating. Over and over and over again.
I need help. I want her to rethink her stupid choices. I know she thinks she “did the right thing” but she absolutely did not.