I think I just ended my relationship with my mom.
Growing up there's always been a gap between me and my mom's relationship kasi favorite nya yung brothers ko. Only daughter kasi ako. Nung bata pa ko very abusive talaga sya. May times na okay naman sya very light ang aura then one small thing nag ssnap talaga na sya pamamalo samin. May one time pa tanda ko hinampas nya ko ng mabigat na mug sa sintido ko and I almost blacked out.
What really damaged our relationship for me was when I was in senior high school she found out I wasn't a "v" anymore. She decided to go to my school and hanapin doon yung bf ko. Nung hindi nya mahanap don, kinwento nya sa mga teacher yung situation namin na I wasn't a "v" na nga daw. Those teachers talked about it.. students found out about it.. and that made me want to end my self. Pakiramdam ko non naglalakad akong hubad sa harap ng mga tao.
Before I even turned 18, she used to set up dating profiles sa mga site using my name and my face para daw mag asawa ako ng afam and dalhin ko sya sa ibang bansa. Fast forward to now, matagal na kong di umuuwi sa bahay. I moved out 2023 pa. Umuwi lang ako nung naospital yung katapid ko. Iniwan nya ko sa ICU to take care of my brother kasi di daw nya kaya. I don't have an issue with that. I love my brother so much. After that, once lang ulit ako dumalaw. Foreigner ang partner ko now and never ako nanghingi ng para sa mom ko. Yun yung kinakagalit nya ngayon.
Today, I think I ended our relationship na..