Relapse on day 6. Will it restart WD
I was on 7 for about 6 months and the last 3 of them taking between 250-300mg a day. 15-30mg at a time. I was sick all the time and too tired to want to get out of bed and was a bare minimum parent to my kids (I feel absolutely disgusted about this and cry every time I think about it).
I tried to CT about a month ago and broke 18 hours in, the leg and stomach pain were too much to bear. And the depression and anxiety had already kicked in overdrive too.
Anyways, I quit CT 6 days ago after a week taper down to about 100mg a day.
I was doing really well on my journey. I was taking ungodly amounts of liposomal vitamin c and gabapentin and had next to no symptoms. Little bit of aching in my legs but nothing to complain about, minimal stomach issues and the first few days I was waking up every 2-3 hours (body was used to it from wakingnup to take 7). But I was HAPPY like really freaking happy. I went out and did stuff over the weekend and had a great time.
Well today has been a rough day, shitshow at work, everybody just looks pissy and my anxiety got to me and I broke and took 30mgs. I hate myself for it because I dont want to be the person that I was for the last 3 months. I dont plan to do it again but wanted to know if it would restart the wd period again? More so want to know before I start tapering on the gaba and vitamin c.
I feel like I had the easiest wd period that I think i have ever seen in these threads and I took that for granted.