Please help me feel better
My friend is moving away and I won’t be seeing her a a long time so I went on a bender for a week with her…. The one night I got kicked out of 2 bars, an uber and fell off a bridge. Last night I met up with a guy I really really like and I was so mean and ignorant, I know it happened and there is nothing I can do about it, I blacked out and I messed up, I just hope I didn’t ruin all my relationships. I feel so depressed with everyone being mad at me and feel terrible about everything that I’ve done. If you have done worse can you please share so that I don’t feel so alone
Just a edit to say it gets better, what happens happens, things can always be a lot worse I could have hurt a lot more people and if there is people who judge you from one bad night then you don’t need them in your life