I feel as if i wasted my life
Im 18 and since I want to say 2021 ive feel like i wasted my teen years. I didnt try anything no sports no realtionships, no freinds, no skills like content creation or videos, no creating music. Because I thought that as long as i focus on school ill be good, which even then I didnt do good in schopol coming out of high school with a 3.3 gpa and failing a math class. I feel so behind in evertyhing especially since I havent had a real job nor do I even have my licenese and ive litterally never explored with freinds before. I feel so lost especially during this summer I want to do so many things like make a roblox game start a youtube channel, be more social. Bu i feel like those things require precious experience like making your first video at 13 or having some friends from high school. Anyway, I currently im a freshman in college for the summer semester but im afraid of where my life will go. Because if i dont figure this shit out I dont think ill make it that long. Im tired of feeling like a ghost.