Help
I’ve been bigender for about 5 years now and I’ve been struggling with transitioning. I’ve been worried of judgement from my family, society and especially people I love. How does one get over the fear of judgment and rejection? Ive been trying hard to transition by doing things as growing out my mustache and becoming more fit to match the body I want but I seem to be getting put down each time I make progress and start looking more how I wish to look cause then I get afraid that I look too manly for what people expect of me and then I revert and shave it off and stop working out and doing my trans tape. It’s been this ongoing cycle and I don’t wanna wait til I’m out of school to start transitioning. I just hope to figure out how to be confident within myself to push through the fear and be who I wish to be. Any help?