I am sorry, for troubling you. But I'll love you, forever. Please be happy in life. Missing you since 2017.

So, I am a male(22) and I met a girl 8 years before in 2017. It was summer 2017, I was attending chemistry classes and there I saw her, on the very first day, I fell in love. It took 10 seconds to get lost in her eyes. After 6 months, probably at the end of 2017, one of my close friends advised me to confess & propose. I did it. She rejected me. I waited four more months and proposed again. And yet again, she rejected me. Our classes were over after 12 months and she and I wasn't in touch anymore. Then, I started an instagram account for contacting her and it worked. She used to talk with me like saying gm, gn. Not much more than just a formality but it made me mad happy. So I tried the third, fourth, fifth time all the way upto the tenth. She rejected me all the times uptil 2019. Then, she blocked me saying that she hated me. I get it, it was my mistake not respecting her decision and being stubborn. I am a fool and a loser. I get it. Then, afterwards in 2022, post-lockdown I created a new account and thought that I should now contact her and say a very sincere and a heartfelt sorry because I was crying the whole lockdown that I hurted a nice girl. So, I did. But, shie said she didn't care anymore and told me to "F.O". again, I am the fool over here to continue troubling her and I hate myself now kore than ever. She was with her boyfriend back then, and I am so very sorry to ruin maybe that minute or hour for her. But, what was I if not a boy mad in love ? Years kept going by, seasons changed, I graduated, got a job. And here we are, 2025. Now I am not saying that I am a 30/40 year old dude, but I have seen some world now, met many, many individuals, males, females. And, no one's, literally no one's eyes touched my heart like hers did. Now, I have learnt to live with my failure as I go on, keep this stab to my heart alive eveyday, bearing the ever increasing pain. But, unless she is happy, I am happy. I just want her to be with her dream guy and stay healthy, long and ever-inspiring. I am sorry for being such a troublesome loser. But love is blind, so am I. Miss you, love you, forever.

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u/Failureinexistence — 8 days ago

How can people still not understand

I have been encountering people who still have not understood the movie 'kimi no na wa/ your name' a decade after its release! It's just sad, frustrating when I see people either saying they don't know much how time travel is part of a movie and how people say mitsuha was in 2013 when the movie repeatedly tells us that the comet struck in 2016 - October 4z whereas Taki was in 2019, living three years later in a reality where mitsuha was already dead. The movie concludes in 2024 - 5 years later itomori's incident. Taki basically saved people-whereas he could not save itomori and essentially, he changed past. So, is it that hard to understand ?!

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u/Failureinexistence — 11 days ago

The new movie - a mystery beyond my understanding

So as the title suggests, the announcement of shinkai sensei's new film is still not up and it is completely shrouded in mystery with zero hints as to what it is going to be about. Until when can we expect an announcement, or a teaser? It has to be this year, at least considering his 3-year movie releases.

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u/Failureinexistence — 11 days ago