u/Fair-Investigator-91

2 years. Almost 2 years of trying again and again and I keep ending in the same fucking spot over and over again! Like it's inevitable! I had 1 week streaks, I had multipule 20 days streaks, I even had a 122 day streak but I eventually came back to this old habit like I always do. I used to be so full of hope and I actually believed I could do this at some point. I was so stupid. I hate it, I hate porn so fucking much but I also just can't live without it!!

It's always like two days that I go without it, I feel fine, then suddenly one night the urge comes out of nowhere and i've already lost. And the cycle repeats itself. It's been like this ever since my longest streak ended (the 122 days one).

I should be sleeping but insted I spent the last 2 hours just watching porn and edging. I don't know what is wrong with me.

I feel like I've tried everything! I'm not like any of you, I'm just not that guy. I give up.

Sorry, I just needed to vent.

I did it again just now, i can't seem to get back on track after the long streak I had. How do I get out of this mess? I feel so bad right now, I want to give up but I know I can't. Please help me, you guys always do.

I've had a really long streak and well it ended a 2 days ago. I just can't go a day now without porn, It's so hard to stop. Please any advice? Ironicly, I was so much stronger and expirienced 4 months ago before I had this streak

I really need you people.