Im 17 and this is so embarrassing
The first time I drank I was 13 or 14, it was just an occasional party thing ever sense then. After a couple very rough years for me I got very drunk one night, I felt so good so I just did it again the next night. It was every night from then on and then every night and some days and then everyday and every night and dropping out of school and losing friends and hanging around with people I know arent good just because I need a drink. I have had several not so flattering moments because I am blackout more days than not. This has been going on for a while and I feel like I know the answer to this question but part of me is telling me I'm being dramatic or attention seeking I guess. Again I'm 17 so I dont really know who to talk to about this and I don't know what to do now.