u/Fairyraver333

Hi guys,
Currently in my life I am seeing the pattern of friendships ending. I have clarity to see why these people don’t serve me and it’s time to move on.
The tricky part is I am co workers with these people. I have tried to put on a face and just act nice around them but it’s truly becoming draining to do so. The energy just feels fake and I feel like I’m stuck in vortex of do I just continue to go through the motions and fake it at work or is it important that I speak my truth to them on the matter. Without too much context if I were to tell this person truly how I feel about them now there would no longer be communication lol then as such an empath and energy person that I am -work would become super awkward and not speaking also stems from my childhood of my dad giving the silent treatment so I am so attuned to these feelings that it genuinely gives my anxiety walking into work now because I have so much emotions built up within me.

I’m trying to seeing this situation from every angle of do I say something and let my truth be heard (throat chakra healing) or do I take the higher road and just simply ignore this human being?
I want to learn from this loop because it is a theme that keeps repeating in my life.

The spiritual journey is funny when you’ve leveled up to the point where your like I don’t need to cuss people out to get my point across but also sticking up for yourself I feel like is soo important ( the ultimate self love <3 )

Hi friends,

I am currently caught in the loop - and I know I must break the pattern so the pattern doesn’t repeat tomorrow - I am very self aware and see how the situation I am currently in no longer serves me. I feel stagnant in my life cause it’s just ground hog day same thing different week.

For reference I am working in the service industry in my home town. I know I need to leave and pop the bubble to expand my reality - I’m caught in a cycle because where I currently work the money is hard to walk away from - it’s consistent asf and I only have to work 3 days a week - longggg late hours though (night shift) I feel internal pull because this job has served it purpose and it’s time to move on - yet I am trying to release the scarcity mindset because I am not sure what I would do for work or where I wanna move too. Yes I could bartend anywhere in the world but I feel I’m growing from this chapter.

I also am getting closer to wanting to slow down and start a family and the high volume industry night life is not fit for me anymore.

Looking for guidance for the ones who have been in my shoes. I’m also a writer and that’s what sets my soul on fire <3 I just need to get back in touch with my creative flow.