u/Fallenangelforever11

The truth is im dying. Ive not told anyone because I dont want pity-love. People know im not well, but thats all they know, and its shown me so much.

My life never really meant that much to them or they would have reached out. They haven't, and as the time ticks slowly down I realise I will pass with this loneliness eating away at me.

I will never tell that one person that he is my every thought, I will never look him in the eyes and tell him I love him, I will never feel his arms around me again making me feel like I was finally home and safe.

And when its time to close my eyes for the final time will I regret never saying those words? ....

I honestly do not know. I want to feel anything but loneliness and not fighting this anymore