u/False-History5725

First off I am doing this for God. Whenever I pray I feel the temptation gets stronger. I am a high dopamine slosh. Due to current health problems which include depression, anxiety, and schizophrenia. I experience anxiety, get nausea, and everything seems so boring and miserable. Withdrawals take affect 24 hours later but cravings appear much sooner. Currently my highest record is 2 weeks but i easily get discouraged by that I can't go a while without it so I often relapse much sooner recently. As well as this I have autism which makes me think very rigid.