AITA for blocking my friend group?
I 24m just lost 4 of my friends in 1 day. (I’m on prednisone for strep throat atm and I have BPD) My birthday is on Friday , they asked me to go to a WWE event on my birthday which was really cool of them to do, but then yesterday in chat they were talking about all the decisions they made (which I wasn’t apart of even though its my birthday?) they chose where we would eat, that we would be getting a hotel and it was making me uncomfortable so I text the female of the group who I thought I was pretty close with, I didn’t want to text the guy and create unnecessary drama cause he’s the type to get defensive and just a few days earlier we had a screaming match over a literal game cause he’s tried pushing his superiority complex on me , which I wasn’t going to go with, anyway, I texted the female of the group and she instantly goes to the guy who I DIDNT wanna talk to about it, and he says “if you don’t wanna go , don’t go. We had this planned months before inviting you anyway” I never said I didn’t want to go, just expressed my nervousness about being controlled on my birthday, the female of the group and me private message , and she tells me this isn’t her drama, and she doesn’t wanna be apart of it but am I wrong for thinking she’s the one who created the drama? I wasn’t trying to argue , I just hate leaving fights without them being resolved so I try calling her , almost instantly she starts yelling at me , I yelled back but then finished it with “just block me then” , I was so done at that point , and then her boyfriend texts me and says that he will always have her side , and she’s not a child for trying to defend herself. The reason I called her childish , was because I told her something in private , in confidence and she instantly ran with it , but then also won’t claim responsibility for it ? Her boyfriend then proceeds to say I victimize myself always and never take responsibility , I did take some responsibility I said I was on steroids , and have BPD, and have strep so maybe I was overreacting, but I honestly think what they said to me was so fucked up, they basically implied my birthday isn’t about me , and it’s about the WWE match…I thought they loved and cared for me but then shown me they didn’t. So am I the asshole for blocking all 4 of my friends for my own sanity ? (They also think I’m mainly mad over a joke the brother made? I’m recovering from strep so he said “if anyone is sick we will be taking you to the hospital and telling them you have the hantavirus so you’re locked up for 48 hours” which I didn’t find funny in the slightest since people are dying from it ?)